Monday, December 21, 2009
farewell pemba... see you soon
Working with Willard at IDE has been a wonderful experience. I wouldn't have gotten through these past 4 months without his support. He is one of the most easy-going and most patient people I have ever met. When I would be frustrated about things, Willard would be there to pick me back up. During weekends, he would welcome me into his home to spend time with him and his family (those rascal little kids). Thanks Willard for a great 3 months. (The man needs a promotion)
Field work isn't easy; especially when the amount of output is so small compared to the amount of time, energy, and effort put into it. Despite the frustrations, I fully understand and truly believe in it's value and the importance of getting it right. It is in the field where the actual interactions with beneficiaries take place. It is in the field where smallholder farmers learn and grow. I will try my utmost best to bring these lessons that I have learned to my work with CARE-International's ADAPT project come January.
Saturday, December 19, 2009
last week with the family

On Sunday, 20th of December, I'll be moving back to Lusaka in preparation for my next placement with CARE International. These past 3 months in the village have been one of the most humbling and most valuable life experiences. When I arrived in October, I immediately felt at home. The Muzuma family is wonderful and the food they cook is absolutely delectable. I am really going to miss them.
This past week, my host father has taught me so many things about life, about hard work and about nurturing those who are trying hard to succeed in a complicated environment. At 73, his level of energy and alertness has completely blown me away.
Despite the language barrier, my senior host mother (Mr. Muzuma's first wife), definitely took care of me like I was one of their own. Her, and Mrs. Muzuma Jr.'s ability to manage a gigantic family is absolutely beyond me.
I will definitely be back a few times to visit the family within the next 8 months.


Thursday, December 17, 2009
frog infestation... kermit's not so cute anymore
My host father, Silas, says these frogs have a tendency to attract snakes. Snakes?! No thank you! So he taught me how to whack'em. At first, I was like "ooooo poor froggie"... but after they kept returning, I showed no mercy. I think I'll be set for those carnival "whack-a-mole" games when I return to Canada.

Sunday, November 29, 2009
frustrations and successes in the field
I am currently in Pemba partnered with IDE (International Development Entrprises). Together with Willard we try to juggle the implementation of 8 different programs to 1500 different farmers. Not only have we been given minimal resources from IDE head office, but the arrival of a national fuel shortage has complicated things even further. It's an understatement when I say that the past 3 months have been frustrating.
After working for almost 3 months doing field work, I have come to learn many things. Many of which have been massive realizations:
- Development is hard and takes a lot of time. Unlike the engineering industry, we are working with human development. We are dealing with human behaviour change. Human behaviour is unpredictable and stoubborn and cannot be solved using physics or equations.
- Change happens at the field level. When programs are not being implemented in the field with quality, regardless of how much planning or dictating has been done at head office, development will be stalled.
- Resources are, more often than not, are not optimally allocated in the NGO sector.- Donors and many of those at the top of the hierarchy in NGO's have a lack of understanding of the realities in the field. This misalignment of supply and demand has perpetuated the continued dumping of donor money into projects that end up failing. (e.g. head office is aggressively field staff to sell and distribute loans for treadle pumps, but the problem is that farmers have no markets to sell their crops and nor is head office giving any resources toward output marketing. So in the end, the desired outcome and impact is not reached)
- When working in development, multiply the estimated completion time by 4
Despite these constructive realizations, I have enjoyed working with together Willard. He is a very easy-going and patient man with a lot of heart and love for smallholder farmers. You definitely need people like him to work in such environemnts. Our job as EWB staff members is help organizations become better at what they do. However, I have been finding it difficult to find a balance between working together with Willard (help build field staff capacity) and working apart from him (gap-filling). A lot of times, I have no choice but to work apart from him given the immense responsibilities, and the minimal resources and time. Nevertheless, I have been able to accomplish some major long term planning and problem solving with Willard.
These past few months have been challenging and sometimes frustrating. However, the experience out in the field are necessary before I move back to the big city and work at the head office of CARE International. Understanding of field realities and farmer livelihoods are necessities to the design and implementation of interventions that will create long-term positive impact. I take great pride for being a part of an organization which grounds itself in the field. There is hope to development.
my own cucumber garden


hiv/aids in zambia

villages, the faceless disease knows no boundaries. I have only been here for a mere 3 months and I unfortunately have already attended 3 funerals. The causes of death were disclosed as malaria, however, there is talk that it was in fact HIV/AIDS. Some in the older generations even blame it on witchcraft!
As I bike to and from work everyday, I pass by a high school and signs promoting HIV/AIDS awareness to local youth here in rural Pemba. To my dismay the words contraception and protection are not even mentioned once. Instead the local government seems to want advocate abstinence and "the changing of morals". Pemba high school is a boarding school, and to be perfectly frank, there is little for youth to do with their spare time (and there's lots of it) here in Pemba. So these kids end up turning to sex to occupy their time. I can't even count with my fingers as to how many single teenage mothers I have met here in rural Pemba alone. The high level of unprotected sex significantly increases the chance of spreading HIV/AIDS. To make matters worse, there is a myth here in rural Zambia that one can cure themselves of AIDS by having sex with a virgin! Abstinence, in my opinion, is not an option and nor is it a solution. The continued pouring and over-focus of international aid money on temporary anti-viral medication only delays and prolongs the problem instead of solving it. Protection and contraception, I feel, is the way forward.
I have invested myself into Zambia and I want to see the nation succeed. But as long as the issue is suppressed with avoidance and a lack of knowledge, HIV/AIDS will continue to ravage southern Africa.
Play safe! Use a condom! Below are pictures of the signs on route to Pemba high school.


























